As one opines "You should let X come to you instead." I think I finally realise the full significance of that sentence.
And I think I let myself run a little havoc again... Not entirely my fault, but I can only improve my side of the equation.
As cliche as it may sound "Only time will tell." Time's indeed the most valuable treasure in the world. Without it, nothing can be done. I hate leaving it to fate though, which ends up with me attempting too hard again. Stupid roundabout in my head, can't get nowhere. Depends on the other party, there's only so much that I can do. Takes two hand to clap, they say.
This sucks big time. Blehh ><
