Procrastination. I so hate it. Now my memories are blur, thanks to myself for wasting so much time before deciding to pen down the memories. Chinese New Year Resolution: Maximum procrastination level: 1/4 as much as the current level. I must admit, the level will still be quite high even when reduced, but well, I can't totally wipe out entertainment from my life right? Just an excuse for me to slack. =(
Back to main topic. When the CT postings were out, I remember every OG was planning to go out for dinner. My OG stoned quite long at the steps near the canteen facing a grass patch with a construction site nearby, therefore we were able to check out the postings. When my former classmates (the ones taking physics) and I checked out the lists, we were severely demoralised and disappointed. 1) We were too evenly distributed among the classes, 1 person in every CT grouping, if you are extremely lucky, you have a classmate with you. Hate splitting and the length of the process of "Getting to know you" for strangers (note: nothing to do with the strangers themselves). 2) The CTs got the major problem of 阴阳失调, and so the flame of anticipation of having interaction with the opposite gender after 4 years was smothered by 1/2 (some flames were blazing hot and this comes as a heavy downpour). 3) Out of the small number allocated to each class, 1/3-1/2 are... never mind. The heavy downpour becomes a hailstorm. And there we go and be emotional together, comparing how pathetic our CTs look from just the name lists.
I bet any one reading this will go tsk tsk or haiz now, we're like so bad to give ourselves and our CTs death sentences even before meeting them. >.< We dreaded the day we are going to form up as CTs for the first time. The senior-junior meeting time was a relatively comfortable one though. The icebreaker games were new, at least to me and I kind of enjoyed them. OMG! Can't believe I said this. And I found out that my classmates, the majority of the boys, are very easy to get along with. We can talk about any topic fluently, especially one particular topic. >.< My CT isn't as bad as I thought, I'll survive. There's still a depressing truth though that hit home with me and my other former classmates. And we went emotional again, complaining to each other. ._. Very, extremely, insanely, ultimately, super duper, uber emotional. It got worse when we saw other CTs. =( You yearn for it but cannot get it. That feeling is one of the worst one can experience. We were also told about some Angel-mortal exercise that we have to do that requires the angel (unknown, belongs to the other [senior/junior] CT) to write letters to the mortal. Everyone is a mortal and an angel but to different people at the same time. I thought they weren't serious and I can just ignore. However, it has been proven otherwise....
I'll continue about CT and faculty + POP in the next part of the post. It's pretty late now and I need to go Malaysia tomorrow! GG =X
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