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This post will be quite random. Haven't got anything specific to write. The promotional exams are so enticing, I'm so going to flunk it. But I should be able to get promoted without any major problems, I guess. I wonder why maths has been the hard paper for two years running, both Additional Maths last year and H2 Maths this year were extremely mind-boggling. A challenge to the intellect and time management, which I failed to do so this year, sadly. My time management for maths this year was horrible, I could do all the questions and get an A if I didn't try to get myself straddled with some small parts of questions that are very difficult and serve to burn time. Funny I knew they were there to trick people into spending much time on them and I still fell into the trap. 真是明知山有虎，偏向虎山行。And got myself owned big time. =(

After promos, it was time to relax. Have widened the social circle of DotA to include the class of 6G. (Previously it was only one friend, limited to afternoon games only. My class does not play computer games.) It's good because I have no need to play against boring and inflexible AI anymore. It's bad as time will be diverted to socialize and play DotA upon request, which I initiate or which I accept. Game cannot be stopped unlike in AI where you can put the game on hold and reply to MSN instant messages. The reason why I do not reply to friends' messages nowadays. =/ Have no idea of the reason why I feel so empty after promos. Have nothing to accomplish of substance to give fulfillment, I guess. Have to find one, cannot go on like this. Perhaps can go gym to train up. Was inspired by the unofficial volleyball match between two "teams". Something came out of FOS after all. It wasn't full of shit as suggested. Their strength and agility are amazing. All-rounder in strength, agility and intelligence will be great. Even now I am talking in DotA terms. Oh well. Applies to real life too, no harm done. Will carry it out in the long holidays. Have to, my physical fitness is just not good. Will force myself to read up on GP topics too, though most of them do not appeal to me at all. Lost interest in reading after Sec 2. Haiz. Stepped into a library in 2 years with a friend. No books appeal to me though, which is expected. Haven't borrowed a book in 3 years and still counting. Zzz. Life sounds miserable. The talk with another friend, who is very logical, has no shame in mugging and having no life, makes me consider about a relationship with a special, somewhat coincidental friend. Should be satisfied with the level of relation already. Others' opinions indeed do give insight. 当局者迷，旁观者亲嘛。Shall end abruptly here. =)